busy, messy n unorganized of me

At the moment i jot this, i really tired,hungry (can imagine a day with only apple got inside of me) plus tension. Everyday is hard for me. I think now I couldn't feel anything.huh! just few hours I got a call that make feel unhappy. A lot of thing to catch up. I feel very, very and very busy, messy and unorganized. My life is so complex of things that I create for. Sometimes I also feel that I'm tired of being me.