unwritten

by natasha bedingfield

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

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have u ever heard this song before? suddenly today I really go into the meaning of this song. Implicitly,for me this song told us that our life like a book. Then, only ourself can define anything what to write in this book. Nobody can tell us what to do and choose the path of our life. So just get through the life with wide arms open. tomorrow and soon still we don't know. I also think that we have to face the life and express anything that we wanna do. hehe.. so what do u think?

price to attend public service entry exam

i just come back from attending examination for 15 posts grade 41. huhu.. The questions more tougher than before. At least, i've tried. do you know that i spend a lot for transportation to attend this exam. Early morning, I waited for cab in front of KMR. From 730am till 8am i have waiting but i couldn't see any. then, i got stomachache and i thought to give up waiting and planning to return back to my room. After that, came by a taxi. I negotiated with the taxi driver to lower down the fare from rm30 to rm28. he agreed and i took that taxi. On the way back, i took bus from cyberjaya to putrajaya sentral(ticket priced RM1 that can be used for several time) but it was raining.i feel uneasy to wait for buses and change buses so i planned to take cab from putrajaya to upm. the fare is fixed to RM21. so conclusion for today is the price for attending public service entry examination is RM50. I have sacrified my money for a better future but i regretted for not doing well in the examination.

congratulation zila n naz

dear all,

I just back from visiting my friend , zila who was delivered a baby boy this morning. Her baby is healthy but we couldn't him at the moment we arrived at the hospital. May be next week i will go to zila's home to see the baby. Sorry no pic for this post because no camera or handphone allowed at the hospital.

poor lil brother

Late evening, my mother called. She asked me whether I have time to back home this weekend. But my weekend is fully booked. Saturday, I wanna take gov's entry examination. Then, sunday booked for ja and shah wed. I couldn't back on sunday b'coz I have to give lectures on monday at 9am onwards. My mother told me that my lil' brother will home alone from tomorrow until she gets back from Permatang Pauh on Sunday. My brother doesnot like to stay at my grandparent's house because he feel unfreedom to be there. Besides that, he's in the healing process after his nose broken while playing rugby. I suggested that my sister and brother in law to accompany him at home this weekend. Tomorrow I'll get to know from my mother who's staying with him.

space..

Need some space to comfort my heart and soul. Life is so complicated and need to be alone too.. Don't want to talk to anyone.. Don't want to see anyone..

a bored sunday

Nothing much today, just wanna do a quickie post. Today I cook and ate potato soup. soup with very little of water or may be I shouldn't call it soup. So what I call it?

soup or not soup?

books based from true story?

Yesterday, I've time to accompany lini to alamanda. We met nuna there. We began to step in mph bookstore. Lots of interesting books there eventhough the book store isn't as large as mph in midvalley. Some of the books that caught my attention were the gregory's the other boleyn girl and virgin lover. I've watch the movies of these two books. The story is great. It based on the true story of Queen Elizabeth (virgin lover) and The other Boleyn Girl (mother of queen elizabeth). I don't know whether the story is 100% true because I haven't learn the England's history before. For the movies, I love to see their costumes, very fashionable and so gorgeous! I wanna save some money to buy the books which cost rm30++ each. Who have read the books, may u share with me your opinion about these books?

a journey to garden midvalley

hello readers of my blog,

This morning at 10, I went to midvalley with pda to return maxis broadband's phone. I have an experience of using new ticketing machine at ktm komuter.The machine use a wide touch screen technology and really user friendly. After that, at garden, when seeking for the maxis center, I look around and try to find the directory. Then, we found a high tech directory with wide touch screen also. Haha why these days people like to use touch screen eh? Kiosks, directories or machine that using touch screen are user friendly but somehow they also have the disadvatage. The disadvatages of using touch screen that I experience before when their touch screen wasn't sensitive enough to get what we have touched. For example, the cheque deposit machine that I used at one of the bank located in UPM. I have to touch harder to key in the numbers. Besides that, I key in the other number but other number is displayed.

one of the user use the new ticketing machine

plan for the future

hehe sound fishy the title of my post today rite? actually, i wanna jot down the things that i wanna do if i have got cash.

1)buy beading book that i want most at mph midvalley.
2)eat j.co as many as i can.
3)pay ptptn ( almost a year i haven't paid this 'hutang')
4)seek present for boyfy (what do u want,dear? ask for it!)
5)play futsal with lini(who else want to join?)
6)1 new shoes
7)1 pair of kurung (like previous post)

i think that enough until now.

p/s:this list only can be fulfilled if i have 'cash'.so stop the day dreaming lina! if u do not have 'cash'

busy, messy n unorganized of me

At the moment i jot this, i really tired,hungry (can imagine a day with only apple got inside of me) plus tension. Everyday is hard for me. I think now I couldn't feel anything.huh! just few hours I got a call that make feel unhappy. A lot of thing to catch up. I feel very, very and very busy, messy and unorganized. My life is so complex of things that I create for. Sometimes I also feel that I'm tired of being me.

stress week......

erm.. a bit stress of being part time lecturer in bangi. huhu.. need to change the schedule but lots of problem occured. i've think of to place resignation letter if i couldn't settle down this matter within this 2 weeks.

dream baju...

just wondering if i can get this design of baju kurung for raya. not so heavy as this kurung which wore by siti nurhaliza but i think to get as similar design as wore by sharifah amani in Sindarela (the green kurung that she wore to palace). nice rite? anyone can tell where to get this type of kurung and how's the cost per pair.

looking for this type of kurung