waaaaaaaaaa..... kaki sy lebam2

mase nk amik wuduk siang tadi sy tbe2 terperasan ade lebam2 kt kaki sy ngn lebih tepat betis. x penah jadi lak kalo pas cramped lebam2 kt kaki. bese blkg bdn je. takot la nk jumpe doktor. dlm 2 bulan ni, sy adalah pengunjung setia pk. sy nk tgk kalo isnin x ilang gak baru g mendapat rawatan.

harapnye cuti sem ni sy dpt la berehat sket ( ni harapan je). result exam arituh lulus kn? msti ade PAC. sy dh ckp ngn mak yg sy nk try skali agi. mak ckp jadi lecturer je la. senang. mak sy dari kecik suke je bile sy ckp cite2 sy nk jadi pensyarah. smpaikan jiran rumah lame kiteorg still ingt cite2 sy mase kecik2 dulu( mase tuh sy sebut pensyarah tuh ngn pelat R. siap sebut mcm sy sebut agi.. hik hik kagum gak dia leh ingt cite silam tuh). tapi wat mase skrg sy agak serik sedikit. tunggu la minat dtg balik.

tadi tgk anugerah skrin. dd mesti tgk gak ni. sy ske la mase pak nil ngn zulhuzaimi(tul ke name dia mcm ni?)wat dialog x kenal tuh. overall anugerah ni bese je. x gempak sgt la mcm tema dia diamond. yg paling x best bile ramai penerima award x naik sendiri amik award. baju lak sy suke baju2 org yg tolong bw award tuh( baju purple ngn baju peach. design baju peach ni penah nmpk la. tapi kt mane ey?). pastu kalo perasan baju belinda chee. tuh pun sy ske gak. baju yg sy rase x sesuai adalah baju erra ngn baju siti. kedua2nye sexy ngn care tersendiri. sy ingt kalo temanye diamond so ade la sparkle2, bling2 tapi mcm bese je. x terserlah tema tuh. ramai gak yg pilih utk pakai kaler2 gelap. aksesori lak kalo korg perasan diorg byk pki yg besar2. kalo lelaki jadi brooch. pompuan lak wat hiasan kt pinggang gitu. nmpk la sket2 diamond tuh. tapi no menyerlah la. mcm simple2 je.

p/s: kwn2 ni pendapat aku yg bute fashion tapi minat fashion. yela.. aku kn budak computer science.

need a break..

huhu..operasi kerahan tenaga still berlangsung. pg tadi smpai sy xleh bgn utk g present. I cramped half of my body. Sy mmg ade masalah tulang and saraf. ble dlm keadaan yg byk pk n stress so sakit ni akan dtg tbe2. dulu2 agi teruk, muke sy slalu pucat n kebiruan and smpai skrg, belakang badan sy akan ade lebam2. mak sy cite, mase sy baru lahir, mak dan nenek pelik ngape ade lebam2 kt belakang sy. tanda lahir kot mak kate. but, after umur sy 1 taun dh ilang dh lebam2 tuh. skrg kalo sy rase sakit2 dan lemah2 badan, bersedialah utk tengok lebam2 tuh.



sakit sy ni xde ubat dan xleh sembuh. Dr pakar suh sy terima je sakit ni sbb sy sendiri diberi pilihan utk wat operation buang tulang(sy ade terlebih tulang kt C3 kalo x silap sy). Tapi operation ni berisiko. Ketua pakar explain kt mak dan sy risiko yg akan hadapi ialah 3 bulan pas operation sy kne terlantar je. Pas 3 bulan tuh baru leh tau sy normal atau lumpuh. Mak ngn sy xnk amik risiko tuh. sape nk lumpuh kn? Pastu leh bygkn mcm ne nk terbaring x bergerak selame 3 bulan?



Mase sy dlm follow up pakar (kat hospital afzan kuantan) dan first time dibagitau ttg sakit sy ni, Doktor tuh ckp sy antara yg special coz dlm 1000 org sy yg dpt kelebihan ni. sbnrnye dia nak reverse psikologi supaya sy terus ade semangat utk teruskan idup sbb jarang org dpt idup bile sakit ni.tapi mase sy kne follow up kat seremban (sy tukar spital sbb sy matrik kt seremban so senang nk rujuk), ade sorg doktor tuh dia ckp kt sy ngn kasarnye "awak terima je la sbb dh takdir awk mcm tuh!". mmg i redha pun doktor.



sy penah rase cramped sorg2 kt midvalley. seb baik time tuh Big B ade. dia amik sy bw ppum sbb klinik kt midvalley tuh xleh nk rawat sy. mase kt ppum tuh dd, hana ngn ciare dtg. sy ckp sy xnk operate n nak discharge. so sy dischargekan mlm tuh gak.



tapi smpai ble sy leh tahan n sbr hanya Allah je yg tahu.

no caffeine

I went to see doctor regarding my ache eye. So today, I canceled the lecturer and the test that I promised postpone next week. Hope that they will do the test with flying colours.

At first, I planned to go after lunch hour because UPM medical center not open during lunch hour. But, there was raining outside.




So, I waited until the rain stopped.



ok, lets go to pk (i used to call UPM medical center, pk).



snapping pic in the bus.. hehe..



welcome to pk

After registered at the registration counter, I have to wait at room #4. Wanna snap picture while waiting but there was one aunty kept staring at me. Why 'mak cik'? Am I too cute? ;p hehehe

ok time to see doctor...

Doctor S: apa masalah? (what is your problems?)

Me: Saya dah datang berminggu2 tapi sakit x baik2 doktor. Mula dengan saya kena rhinitis bulan puasa lepas. ( I've come for weeks but still not recover yet, doctor. Start with I got rhinitis during past fasting month.)

Doctor S: Bahagian mana sakit? (Which part ache?)

Me: Bla Bla Bla ( **too long to story)

Doctor S: Bla Bla Bla (** too long to story)

The conclusion I have to say no to caffeine especially nescafe, cheese and chocolate. She said that I have neuritis ***** ( I don't heard the second word). She said that may be I get inflammation of a nerve inside. And may be also because I am cervical rib patient. My nerve isn't as normal as others. (hard to explain) .

Doctor S gave me nerve pain and migraine medication. She said to me to come again if there is no improvement within 2 weeks. Thank you doctor!

Waiting for medication at pharmacy. After several minutes, my number called. I really shocked because they gave a month stock of nerve pain medication.

I really like to go pk instead of other hospital because the services are efficient and we won't wait for hours here. Everything is online ok. Give them applause. (Clap, Clap, Clap)

here the medication... everything is yellow this time.