things that make me stress

1) my laptop need a new hard disk. The hard disk was corrupted. i lost several works in it.
2) a bundle of work from my part time job make me feel that i have no life.
3) i got presentation today about my research and i do not know what to present because i have left it behind for weeks. the presentation will be heard by all lecturers in IS department ( the dean also in my department). So, i have to do the best.
4) i am broke. eventhough i do part time job, but it seems to be difficult to claim back what i work for.

huhu should i cry or what? every problems that i listed above are deadlocking each other.

there was something happened with my laptop

Yesterday, after having 'sahur' i wanna to surf the internet so i attached my laptop to my broadband. Then my dear lappy updated the avast. huhu suddenly the siren made a loudly sound. Avast detected viruses without stopping so i unplugged the broadband and turn off lappy. After a while i try to on lappy but i couldn't get into the interface of windows. i tried, tried and tried but to no avail, i still couldn't get into. what happened to my lappy?? can u all tell me what happened to lappy?

p/s: curently using a computer at post grad's room.

unwritten

by natasha bedingfield

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, oh, oh

I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find

Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten

Oh, yeah, yeah

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have u ever heard this song before? suddenly today I really go into the meaning of this song. Implicitly,for me this song told us that our life like a book. Then, only ourself can define anything what to write in this book. Nobody can tell us what to do and choose the path of our life. So just get through the life with wide arms open. tomorrow and soon still we don't know. I also think that we have to face the life and express anything that we wanna do. hehe.. so what do u think?

price to attend public service entry exam

i just come back from attending examination for 15 posts grade 41. huhu.. The questions more tougher than before. At least, i've tried. do you know that i spend a lot for transportation to attend this exam. Early morning, I waited for cab in front of KMR. From 730am till 8am i have waiting but i couldn't see any. then, i got stomachache and i thought to give up waiting and planning to return back to my room. After that, came by a taxi. I negotiated with the taxi driver to lower down the fare from rm30 to rm28. he agreed and i took that taxi. On the way back, i took bus from cyberjaya to putrajaya sentral(ticket priced RM1 that can be used for several time) but it was raining.i feel uneasy to wait for buses and change buses so i planned to take cab from putrajaya to upm. the fare is fixed to RM21. so conclusion for today is the price for attending public service entry examination is RM50. I have sacrified my money for a better future but i regretted for not doing well in the examination.

congratulation zila n naz

dear all,

I just back from visiting my friend , zila who was delivered a baby boy this morning. Her baby is healthy but we couldn't him at the moment we arrived at the hospital. May be next week i will go to zila's home to see the baby. Sorry no pic for this post because no camera or handphone allowed at the hospital.

poor lil brother

Late evening, my mother called. She asked me whether I have time to back home this weekend. But my weekend is fully booked. Saturday, I wanna take gov's entry examination. Then, sunday booked for ja and shah wed. I couldn't back on sunday b'coz I have to give lectures on monday at 9am onwards. My mother told me that my lil' brother will home alone from tomorrow until she gets back from Permatang Pauh on Sunday. My brother doesnot like to stay at my grandparent's house because he feel unfreedom to be there. Besides that, he's in the healing process after his nose broken while playing rugby. I suggested that my sister and brother in law to accompany him at home this weekend. Tomorrow I'll get to know from my mother who's staying with him.

space..

Need some space to comfort my heart and soul. Life is so complicated and need to be alone too.. Don't want to talk to anyone.. Don't want to see anyone..